Tuesday, February 21, 2017

Life Journal


The place for me to complain about my day or just post negative thoughts without bothering others doing so.

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Hi. You're Rick, right? I'm Negan. And I DO NOT appreciate you killing my men.
Oh ye old Intense Debate, ye old Intense Debate, how ye had some good memories, and what am I doing right now? 3:50 AM loneliness. No one's awake now. Even less on Intense Debate.
Hi Chathangout. It's me, your creator. It's been a while, hasn't it? Where did the good old days go? I miss you. I miss the base in its prime days. I miss all the alt bases. I miss Alan. I miss everyone else. I miss my Steam friends. I miss having friends.

Captain's log whatever the phoque they usually say entry #7: It's yet another night where I'm feeling lonely and depressed. It hasn't been long since the cancellation of my wedding and breakup, but I still feel as if I've spent an eternity alone. Sitting in this dark room doesn't help either. I've been spending hours looking at r/nicegirls posts and it's actually been kinda depressing. Tried to go back to my game only to realize that my mood had been further killed and I had no desire to keep playing. I tried Shadow of the Tomb Raider, but it's pretty much been the same. I really wish I had friends to talk to, even if just online ones. I've got no connection with anyone anymore. No one to talk to, not even on Discord. Nobody cares to talk to me. My ex is gone, so now I have nobody. Seriously...I just wish I had SOMEONE to talk to. I don't even care if it was over a frickin public match of Call of Duty, that would still be better than what I've got now.
I feel sick to my stomach from my chest pain.
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HappyThoughts · 321 weeks ago

You alright Wari? It's been years since we've talked and from your posting I get the feeling that you're not in the best place. Reply, if you want, and we can have a bit of back and forth chit chat.

- Happy aka the guy with the av from Fall Weather Friends
Hey, Happy. Haven't heard from you in a very long time. Sorry I didn't get back to you earlier, I needed a week alone to sort things out. Things haven't been the best for me.
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HappyThoughts · 320 weeks ago

That's alright mate. I'm glad you're feeling a bit better, even if you're not 100% yet.
Hopefully things can somewhat go back to normal soon. I have a few things to sort out, such as my relationship status, which is a confusing mess right now, and then I can work on bettering my life.
Things aren't in the clear yet, but for now, I think I'm okay. My thoughts are more clear, I'm calm, and I have hope. I'm not gonna let go of that hope this time. I have my heart set on something and I'm gonna go for it. Hopefully I'll come out on top and I'll be happier than ever.
Don't give up, never give up
We won't stop giving all we got
Don't give up, never give up
We won't stop giving all we got
Launching probe
Testing.
1 reply · active 293 weeks ago
Hey Wari, hope you're doing well. We're here for you either way ^-^
Also, omg Happy was here a few months ago? I haven't seen him post in forever XD
It just goes to show that all those old friends are still living their lives and could come back at any time. At least I like to think that :)
2 replies · active 292 weeks ago
I'm still kickin. Glad to see you around.
Thanks, it's nice to see you and old friends are still around these parts :)

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